She didn't check her planner today. Her head felt heavy when she woke up, so she decided that she will be no good in accomplishing any tasks for the whole day. In fact, for the whole week, as per the heaviness of her head. She woke up early, relative to the time of her sleep last night (this morning). The heavy head could be a result of this lack of sleep.
She stayed in bed until she felt hunger crawling up her stomach. Laziness clouded her as she tried to get up. She would've stayed in bed, but her stomach started to gnaw itself. This has always been an issue with her mornings. Which one does she choose? Laziness or hunger? She thought, hunger should win. And for a little bit, she was proud of herself for not letting laziness win.
Her morning was somewhat productive based on what she has been doing her whole vacation month. One employer of a homebased part time job she applied to replied to her application. She was able to accomplished a product description "challenge" that would determine her fate in this job. She was all smiles when she finished the activity. The result will be given tomorrow. And she's back to bumming again.
Rain started pouring come lunch time. Another reason for her to just wrap herself with her blanket and curl in bed. She did this while uncomfortably holding her laptop, browsing through Facebook and Twitter. When things got boring, she started watching her favorite series, Girls. She's in the 2nd season and this is the 5th time that she's rerunning the episodes. She basically knows all the words. Just like Mean Girls. She loves how she can watch this show repeatedly without losing interest. She loves how she relates to the story. She loves how she feels like she's one of them.
Six episodes after, the rain is still pouring hard. Her head started throbbing from all the lying down and watching. She felt like she is going to have flu or a bad fever. She knows that feeling. She was a bit scared but mostly, indifferent. She doesn't care if she gets sick. So what? Staying in bed is nice, she thought. She decided to get up and walk around her room. Just to stretch a little, maybe it could help. And it actually did. She felt a little better, but the sniffles are coming, she can feel it. In spite of the sick feeling, she managed to make a mix for today. She called it "Monday Mix". She put random songs which have the word "Monday" in their titles. She was able to include 15 songs in this mix. Her favorite is Blue Monday by Flunk.
Evening comes. She hasn't taken a shower. The weather is too cold so she dismissed the call of cleanliness this time. She started taking photos of her latest artwork and her Scarlet Johansson movie posters and posted them in Instagram. She also created an "artsy" video of her idea notebook and tried posting it but the device she's using just kept on crashing. Well, it sucks.
Dinner. Chores. And she's back to watching Girls. Another lazy day, she thought. What to do to make it less lazy? She decided to post something in her blog. Her friend started blogging again and she reads his blog and his posts are good. She felt envious. Why can't she keep a blog? Why can't she write for her blog? So she decided to post some things she wrote. She scheduled them so she won't appear too excited. As if people read her blog! She laughed at herself for thinking this. But she scheduled the posts anyway.
She didn't promote her new post right away. She isn't comfortable with that latest post. She just wanted to post something, really. She didn't edit that one. Whoever reads it, hates it. This is what she thought. But whatever. She published it anyway and it's okay. Nobody cares and she doesn't either.
She felt like she can smell herself and that she stinks. So a shower is needed before bed. What a lazy day, she thought. But at the back of her mind, she was also thinking that today is productive. She was able to resurrect her blog. She was able to make a mix, too.
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