Exactly a year ago today, you jokingly asked "will you marry me" to calm me down on our flight back to Manila. We were coming back from a 6 day trip to Palawan. Im not a fan of flying and my stomach was upset. I knew you were kidding (I hoped you were not) but I sincerely said "yes" and kissed you on the cheek. I felt better and managed to get a decent nap.
A couple of days later I talked to you about your "proposal" and you said you don't remember. I got upset and I cried. You got confused about me getting upset about something you said as a joke. I got more upset and hurt and sad but I forgave you because I know that someday you'll ask me to marry you, ~for reals~.
6 months later, you broke up with me.
I got upset and hurt and sad and I cried. But I forgave you anyway.
It's been a year now since your "will you marry me" joke. It's been 6 months since you broke up with me. I'm not upset and hurt and sad and I don't cry about it anymore. I've already forgiven you anyway.
I hope someday when you say those words again to someone, you'll mean it and never forget about it after a couple of days. I hope she says yes and kisses you on the lips. And I hope you don't break up so she wouldnt have to write something like this too.
But sincerely, I hope you find her, that someone who gets the real "will you marry me".
