On acad mode and state of panic.

So, I have an exam tomorrow on Crop Protection. The part we're gonna have a test on is about virulent pathogens and how they penetrate and infect susceptible plant hosts with disease, under favorable conditions. I know. I crammed all those things in one sentence cos I am still trying to memorize while writing this blog. I started reviewing, with my sis (well we were reviewing different subjects by the way), at Boston Cafe. We took a dinner break at around 9pm and went back to studying at around 10:30. Just enough rest for my mind. Around 12 midnight, yes I'm still reading about pathogens and blah, I found out that I have another exam tomorrow, I mean later, at 7am, at Forestry. I started to panic because I don't have any notes on any of the topics. Sooo, I went to my orgmate's apartment to get these handouts. I stayed there for an hour and MIND YOU NO LUCK I DIDN'T GET A SINGLE HANDOUT. I am feeling hopeless right now. And fucked up. What if I fail this exam? It's gonna be a big blow to my final grade in this subject. I MIGHT FAIL. AND KNOW WHAT? FRM110 IS FRIGGIN' SEASONAL. In other words, I might get extended again for another sem. FUCK MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. During the weekend, I was sick, I couldn't study. And now that I can, I have nothing to review. What the fuck is wrong with my life. I am very unlucky. This isn't a good way to start this week. My goooooood. And now I can't even concentrate on my plant pathogen blaaaah. Cos I am panicking tooooooo much. I won't stop ranting til I get handouts in FRM or til the exam gets cancelled. Way to go, I wouldn't be able to sleep now. I really won't be able to. I hate hate hate hate my life right now. AND I'M FUCKEEEEENG SLEEEEEEEEPY.

End of story.

Just kidding, not the end yet. Anybody who has handouts in FRM 110, feel free to contact me here. Or in Facebook. Please.