Sleepless. Continuously sighing.

Sleepless again. I don't know. I just have a lot of things goin on right now. I was in a bad mood, and then I was happy, and then bad vibes again and then blaaa~what, I don't really know. Maybe this is boredom. I get crazy when I don't do something outside my routine. And today, I was stuck with just the computer, tv, dining table, bed, computer, tv, dining table, bed, oh and fridge. Definitely not the summer I have imagined. Hmm.

And now, I change my mood too quickly which is annoying cos I get really confused about my tweets and Facebook stats. Like I don't understand myself anymore. Like I don't know what to feel first. Like everything is spontaneous and I can't catch up. Like I've gone insane already. Total chaos, up here (points to head). INTENSE. Ha ha. (look at that I'm even laughing at myself like this is nothing serious, is this serious?) And then I feel like blogging with all my thoughts disorganized like nobody's gonna read this. Yeah probably nobody's gonna read this. *Exhales deeply*

Actually I was happy today. 1)First time I woke up not drenched in sweat! 2)And then I got published, right! Right! 3)And I was kinikilig (actually since yesterday) cos I was stalking my newest crush. 4)I had a relaxing nap. 5)And I am feeling better, allergic rhinitis is finally going away.

Also, I got BV. 1)Celtics lost game 5, it was disappointing. I felt the need to be in the game and shout at Pierce "Hey you score some 3 pointers alright!". I SO WANT THEM TO BE IN THE FINALS. And beat Lakers. 2)THAT guy is bothering me again. Ew. He's trying to make friends AGAIN. Sabi na ayoko na e pero ipilit pa niya sarili nya nakakainis. 3)I suddenly felt unappreciated. And unloved. (maybe I just needed attention. I can be papansin at times)

And there. Nothing serious, I guess. I can just sleep, dream away and forget all these troubles in no time. But since I am stupid what I do is torture myself with all these thoughts until I cry, sleep, and get nightmares. Worse, wet my bed. KIDDING, JUST KIDDING.